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December 2009

There’s no such thing as perfect yet there’s something called imperfection. I’ve achieved it hands tied behind my back. I don’t want to change but I don’t know if I’d be happier without these flaws. Some of these flaws may not be flaws at all. They make me look r e a l. More human. But I feel like crying I’m scared. I’m scared I can’t fight for what I really want because i’m scared on what the outcome is. But we’ll never know the outcome until it cones along. I don’t want to go on without trying because it proves nothing to me.

I’m a simple teen who doesn’t understand what’s happening or what she’s doing, but she’s following her heart, until it gives out. <3

Dec 1, 2009
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November 2009

-I know it’s stupid to ask, but is it okay if I fall in Love with you?

-It’s okay to be lost sometimes, because it may be the best place to be, l o s t

-I can’t help but smile thinking of you (;

-I don’t want to say I’m not scared that I might lose you,but I am scared for not trying to getting you back.

-I can’t stand being without you, so how do you expect me to keep going ?

-L o v e, what is it ?

-11:11 I wished for a penny but instead I got you (:

-I don’t want to get tired of running from no one.

-I’m falling for you, catch me while your down there okay? (:

-Kiss me in the rain (;

-Forever and Always, is what we said

-Don’t promise me something you know you can’t keep.

-Is it silly saying your falling in love, even tho you’re so young and have a heart so breakable ? I don’t know what else to do with feelings i don’t understand.

Maybe one day one day soon it’ll come to me and now I’ll know for sure that I’m  falling in love with you (;

Nov 29, 2009

I’ll say I’m hopefully lost, and all I can say is that it’s okay. I wouldn’t being lost for a while.

Nov 25, 2009

What exactly does a dream mean, what does it mean to you. I had the most weirdest dream in all dreams I have, and it was so vivid so real, but it was a dream, he talked what seemed like forever but I heard nothing, I could see his mouth form words, but nothing came out. He came up to  me and I could tell he needed a hug, so I gave him a hug,but I came a little fast and we both fell and he was on top of me and I just ended up laying on his arm, I turn and ask him what’s wrong. He started talking but there was no sound, but at the same time I knew I knew. We cam back to school and we were both doing hw, but he came up to me and sat with me desk across from each other, it looked as if we were dating ?

I didn’t understand, that guy I saw in my dream he was the one I’ve been looking for, not exactly him but, someone just like him. A close friend that turns out to be a great boyfrann (: But, I know this is a sign, I feel it. He’s near and he’s coming finally he’ll find me but right now I’m perfectly fine not looking for him he’ll find me just fine.

I’ll be waiting, but until then

I’ll be okay without you, I’ll keep smiling (:

And I know you’ll be worth the waitt, maybe you can be that one thing that thing close to me my everything.

anyone else have these kind of weird dreams ? tell me (:


Nov 22, 2009
#dream #meaning #love
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WHY DO I LIKE THIS SONG?

this song is amazing “One Less Lonely Girl (:”

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wanting you isn't the hardest part, knowing i once had you is.

jmelynne:

if you love someone, tell them. because hearts are broken, by the words left unspoken.

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you can’t control who you fall for. so stop listening to your brain. &&start following your heart, no matter who your heart is going after.

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it’s sad when people you know become people you knew. when you can right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them.

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you’d be in good shape if you ran like your mouth.

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do you know how hard it is when you rip my heart out, tear it up, throw it on the ground, and stomp on it? do you know how hard it is to never be good enough for anyone?

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they say we’re too young..
maybe they’re just too old to remember this.

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as soon as i get home i go straight to my
computer and look at your away message hoping you’ll somehow
confess your love for me.

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sometimes i wonder if life is worth it
then i look at your smile, and i know it is.

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anyone can make you smile,
many can make you cry,
but it takes someone really special to make you smile
with tears in your eye.

-The third one is tru tho, i miss him < 3

Nov 21, 2009
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remember you have to know the person before you fall in love,

lesson well learned

Nov 20, 2009
Nov 17, 2009
#domo
♥

jmelynne:

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy, but not so pretty that I feel awkward.

A boy who thinks I’m b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest.

I want a guy who will tell his mother I have beautiful eyes, a guy who will make me soup when I’m sick, who writes poems about me because he doesn’t know any other way to tell me how he feels.

I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 20 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it.

A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times.

I want a boy who will write me notes in class, and give me flowers every once in a while for no real reason at all. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh.

A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume.

I want a boy who, at night, will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach. Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it.

A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will make out with me in the pouring rain and will tell me when he doesn’t think something looks good. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other.

I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up.

I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone.

I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked.

A boy who will tell me I’m b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l but not too often. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tells me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can.

I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

Nov 17, 2009191 notes
“I don’t want to go back being just o n e half of the equation. Y O U understand what I’m saying ?” —Justin Bieber-Common Denominator
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“Maybee it’ easier to FORGET.” —
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“YOU 3 simple letters, yet it means evrrythang.” —AlanaMari(:
Nov 3, 2009
“I’m always here and I always be, never forget that. Even though I seem nosy I won’t care. I’ll listen (:” —
Nov 3, 2009
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